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Hey all-

Mad 'cause i had to come in early today. mom freaked out about the so-called thunderstorm and so i was only outside for about an hour. u guyz are probably sayin so wat? go out tomrrow. well i love goin outside, cuz its an escape from everything. my house, my family, my friends. it's just me and the guys and marcella hangin out and none of them bring up anything about school cuz they dont know me at school, and none of them bring up anything about home cuz none of them live with me. its just a bunch of guys that just know the fun side of me, and i know the fun side of them and i have the time of my life! but all that is soon to end and that makes me sad...

Tomorrow's the big trip. i dont even know who's in my group. i hope i'm with nicole cuz it seems like we havent really talked lately...

Only seven more days of shcool including tomorrow. *tear* all year i was ready for it to be over, and now i'm kinda wihsin for one more month...im gonna miss all my friends!!!

why am i always getting into arguments/fights with everybody. people just piss me off a lot and i just wanna strangle certain ppl (no names...). AAAgghhh!!! i need a vacation. i'm screwed up. maybe im crazy. not crazy like lets put the cat in the microwave crazy, but crazy like i'm not rational or i dont think things all the way through, or i cant really control myself. sometimes i have thoughts to do stupid stuff that i know is stupid and i know i'm gonna regret it later, but i do it anyways.  where do i get these thoughts. why do i go through with it? AAGGHHH!!! God help me!

My favorite Spanish phrase: ¿Qué tú quieres?
Translation: *ghetto voice* What you want?

[Dont ask...]

Hugz and Kisz everyone,
~u know me~