ok, this is my last entry here, and then im shutting this site down.

For all those of you who want to keep up with whats going on (cuz my life's just that interesting) my new xanga is:

www.xanga.com/BraveLilSoldier

hugz and kisz,
~u know me~

Currently Listening The Tracks of By Tyler Hilton when it comes see related

well, we all know what yesterday was, so i dont think i have to say it. I'm really gonna miss you guyz...it still hasnt really hit me yet. No more Crestwood...well, all y'all have a kick azz summer. 
- party lotz
- get tipsy
- keep in touch

well, i dedicate my favorite song to yall:

I HOPE YOU DANCE: LEE ANN WOMACK

I hope you never lose your sense of wonder
You get your fill to eat
But always keep that hunger
May you never take one single breath for granted
God forbid love ever leave you empty handed
I hope you still feel small
When you stand by the ocean
Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens
Promise me you'll give faith a fighting chance

And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
I hope you dance
I hope you dance

I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance
Never settle for the path of least resistance
Living might mean taking chances
But they're worth taking
Lovin' might be a mistake
But it's worth making
Don't let some hell bent heart
Leave you bitter
When you come close to selling out
Reconsider
Give the heavens above
More than just a passing glance

And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
I hope you dance
(Time is a real and constant motion always)
I hope you dance
(Rolling us along)
I hope you dance
(Tell me who)
I hope you dance
(Wants to look back on their youth and wonder)
(Where those years have gone)

I hope you still feel small
When you stand by the ocean
Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens
Promise me you'll give faith a fighting chance

And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
Dance
I hope you dance
I hope you dance
(Time is a real and constant motion always)
I hope you dance
(Rolling us along)
I hope you dance
(Tell me who)
(Wants to look back on their youth and wonder)
I hope you dance
(Where those years have gone)

(Tell me who)
I hope you dance
(Wants to look back on their youth and wonder)
(Where those years have gone)
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Hugz, kisz, and some salty tearz,
~u know me~
(dont forget me)

Currently Playing Bluestars By Pretty Ricky Grind With Me see related

Ugh. another day. only 4 more school days left. this makes me happy and sad. all of us have to partaaayy!!! this summer cuz highschool is gonna be a whole nother world, and i bet half of us wont be in the same class or bother to keep in touch.

i think i'm in trouble. long story short, (i wont say names) me and someone and someone else got in some mess (i still dont really know what happened) but i guess he told his mom or somehow his mom found out and so his mom called my mom and now we're all in deep doodoo, and my mom wont let me go outside this weekend. and this is the LAST weekend b4 marcella moves, but does she care? no. AAaagghhh!!! idiots.

Everybody is so full of $%&# these days!!!

okay, well im hungry and mad so i guess ill stop typing.

suffocating hugz and sloppy wet kisz,
~u know me~

PS. i LOVE this song. It makes me wanna jam!!

"Grind with me
Relax your mind and take your time with me
i love you deeper if you cry for me..."

Currently Playing In Your Honor By Foo Fighters Best Of You see related

Hey all-

Mad 'cause i had to come in early today. mom freaked out about the so-called thunderstorm and so i was only outside for about an hour. u guyz are probably sayin so wat? go out tomrrow. well i love goin outside, cuz its an escape from everything. my house, my family, my friends. it's just me and the guys and marcella hangin out and none of them bring up anything about school cuz they dont know me at school, and none of them bring up anything about home cuz none of them live with me. its just a bunch of guys that just know the fun side of me, and i know the fun side of them and i have the time of my life! but all that is soon to end and that makes me sad...

Tomorrow's the big trip. i dont even know who's in my group. i hope i'm with nicole cuz it seems like we havent really talked lately...

Only seven more days of shcool including tomorrow. *tear* all year i was ready for it to be over, and now i'm kinda wihsin for one more month...im gonna miss all my friends!!!

why am i always getting into arguments/fights with everybody. people just piss me off a lot and i just wanna strangle certain ppl (no names...). AAAgghhh!!! i need a vacation. i'm screwed up. maybe im crazy. not crazy like lets put the cat in the microwave crazy, but crazy like i'm not rational or i dont think things all the way through, or i cant really control myself. sometimes i have thoughts to do stupid stuff that i know is stupid and i know i'm gonna regret it later, but i do it anyways.  where do i get these thoughts. why do i go through with it? AAGGHHH!!! God help me!

My favorite Spanish phrase: ¿Qué tú quieres?
Translation: *ghetto voice* What you want?

[Dont ask...]

Hugz and Kisz everyone,
~u know me~

Currently Playing The Everglow By Mae Someone Else's Arms see related

so today im really down. i just got a call about a guy that likes me (thats not why im down.)he told me yesterday that he liked me but i didnt think he was serious...whatever...and everybody's crying because Roberts going to military school! i've known about this since around Christmas time! where has everybody been or why hasnt he told everybody else? am i that special? i dont think so...

newho, im just here bummed cuz i was gonna go outside today *shock* but my hair's in curlers so there goes that. and marcella was at my door and i answered the door in curlers and derrick or whatever his name is is with her and here i am at the door with curlers, but whatever. i dont care. i'll probly go outside tomorrow with them and get this whole thing straight with this guy who likes me. until then i shall conclude this entry, go post the same thing in my kiwibox, and then go...i dunno do something constructive like read a book maybe. whatever. so....goodbye everyone.

hugz and kisz
~u know me~